When the going gets tough

It's the month of April-- Much to look forward to, much to wish will never happen.

I admit i'm starting to feel the stress. I read back on my previous entries and i wonder why all my last few posts are so emo. Is life really that bad? Or do i only have the urge to blog when i'm feeling stressed and down. Exams are around the corner and after trying to plan my timetable, i realised i absolutely have no time. I hate myself for only knowing how to eat and sleep. Perhaps i shld practise more self-control this month. Afterall it's the last.

This happened i think 2 weeks back? when my cousin suddenly webcammed me and showed me all these. Really melts my heart to see it. Can't wait to go back after exams to visit them. I really miss them alottttttttttt =( It's one of the only places i feel so carefree without any worries and stress. Hehe cute max.

Speaking of which, i can't wait for the holidays to come. I feel like i really need a getaway and a break from Singapore and the busy life here. I wana go to BKK, HK, Taiwan, Australia. Been bugging my mum to go for a family trip, i guess it shld be materializing =D Next on my list, i wana go overseas with friends againnnn. Anywhere will do, even Bintan, really. Hahah.

Driving license came today! I'm having thoughts about quitting hall soon so i can get a car instead. Hmmmmm should i?

I came home for the first time in 2 weeks and was greeted immediately by my pre-birthday present from my mum. Love it hehe she's the best, really! Other than that, i'm not exactly looking forward to the day itself because i'll prolly be celebrating it with the books. Roar. And i really dont feel excited about it too. Or is it because i'm hitting the big 2 in a few weeks when i totally dont look or behave like one.

And it has just occurred to me it'll prolly be like this for the next 2-3 years too. FML.

April's here, which means June is even nearer. Can June quickly come please please please...? ):

Anyway i really find it interesting how when we grow older, we don't expect so much anymore. In the past i used to think that the bigger the presents were (literally in size), the better. I always had this weird thought that bigger presents were not as inferior. But now, even though it ain't much, but a simple gesture like this, or maybe even the thought makes me feel very appreciative (: Because if she didn't get it for me, i wouldn't even have remembered i wanted it. But she remembered (: Thanks mum (:

PS: I hope the Manu match goes well later :/