What means the most

I may not be the perfect christian, in fact i have lots of imperfections and flaws. However, i'm still proud to call myself a child of God. If you asked me who's the most important in my life, without a doubt i'd say Jesus. I dont know how to verbalize the message i wana drive at but one thing i know is that being able to walk with God is one aspect of my life i'll never give up. It's not a matter of being extreme or not. But i guess the only way to put it is if you've never experienced it for yourself before, you'll never understand how we christians feel. I'd dare to say that what makes us hang in there isn't because we're being "propaganda-ed" and all, it's because we've all had our own experiences with Him that makes us treasure this relationship even more. Some things may be wrong, the way some people try to share may be wrong. I may appear to be very sensitive to religion issues but i'm jsut protecting what is so dear to me. It's unfair to critisize it like that. I hate to say it but i can really take it to heart sometimes.

It really hurts.