We are a Dream

Hey everyone, I'm back. Long long time no blog and I feel pretty distant from it right now. But the main point is, promos are over ! Okay nothing to be pretty excited about. In fact, I don't even feel any happiness or excitement or anything now that it's over. Not that I'll miss the mugging days, rather I'm pretty disappointed in myself ):

I feel I've been more than a nerd the past few weeks or even months. Tuitioning 3-4 times a week plus studying on my own everytime I can and abstaining from going out to have fun and even using the computer ... I guess most people can see what a change there is. I feel I deserve much better grades than CTs. But somehow, I feel super screwed ):

Chem was a killer, but that I did try my best so no regrets, ha. Econs and Maths were pretty satisfiable but physics was the biggest regret in my life. I practised most for physics and spent the most time on it. But no, I don't even think I can scrape a pass.

I feel so.damn.disappointed.

Intensity and Interference. GRR. This is what made me piss myself off most. I read interference as intensity -.-

Thanks to Anna and Elaine and Cheryl and all who comforted me when I really broke down. Thanks alot (:

Perhaps Ajay is really right. Some people hardly study but still can get almost the same/same/better grades than those who have 2 tuitions and study quite hard. I know he wasn't referring to me ...

But still, I can only conclude that I'm not that bright afterall. Huh?


And the thought of retaining doesn't really scare me anymore. The thought of having to drop one subject doesn't really scare me too. I think I'm not up to 4H2. I'm too disappointed to really feel anything ):



And balls of fury is a really lousy film. Everyone please dont watch it.